she seems to have changed since we started going out...i kind of like to think i have something to do with it. for the longest time, i've felt as though i haven't left a lasting mark on anyone. i've felt like i'm simply a speed limit sign on their road of life, or something metaphoric like that. maybe i'm making her realize she's been speeding?
maybe this is just the selfish side of me showing it's tiny little head. the part of me that thrives on the fact that i'm needed. perhaps this is the part of me that wants attention? for so many years of my life, i've been invisible. maybe this side is tired of being the quiet girl in the back of the room.
hopefully i can coax this part of me out by the end of next year, so people will have someone to say goodbye to.
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