july 1, 2009

my family is so messed up. my mom was going to apply me to a college i told her i didn't want to go to and not tell me about it. my dad always tells me to take responsibility and start acting like an adult, but whenever i try, he treats me like i'm thirteen. they ask me to talk to my sister when she's having a pre-teen freak out instead of talking to her themselves. my dad walks around like he owns everything in the house, even though my mom has a job and contributes. the first thing my dad does when he comes home is start bossing shannon and i around. he tells us not to eat on the couch, but then goes and does it himself because it's "his furniture". we don't talk about the serious stuff; we argue.

i don't think anyone else sees this.