Saturday

december 20, 2008

i miss how effortlessly happy i used to be. i miss my optimism. i miss being carefree. i miss never remembering the last time i'd cried. i miss hardly arguing with anyone. i miss being someone people could actually count on. i miss being confident. i miss being whole. i miss feeling pretty. i miss hardly ever being angry. i miss smiling without having to try. i miss being completely content with life. i miss laughing for no reason. i miss how i was.

and i wish i knew how to fix it.

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