October 15, 2009

I'M GETTING OUT.

October 13, 2009

Note to self.

October 10, 2009

I have trouble getting up because I know today will be just the same as yesterday.

October 5, 2009

I feel like I'm wasting my life, and I can't stand it.

September 15, 2009

I'm considering deleting this...

September 9, 2009

Today I realized that here, I am not average.

September 4, 2009

Only 2 minutes left. I want autumn right now.

August 20, 2009

Today, I start college.

august 9, 2009

BEST. BIRTHDAY SHOPPING. EVER.

august 4, 2009

my mom lost it yesterday, and i have no idea what happens from here. she's staying in her room and asks my dad to make sure we're not downstairs or in the hall when she comes out to smoke or something. "she doesn't want to face anybody yet." he says. i don't know what to say either.

july 31, 2009

this will be easier when school starts.

july 27, 2009

lonely.

july 26, 2009

nothing.

july 22, 2009

flowing from one, right into the other.

july 18,2009

today was nice :)

july 17, 2009

this is the 6,755^th day of my life.

july 16, 2009

and this has been another day in the life of Shelby.

july 15, 2009

you know what, dad?

FUCK. YOU.

july 14, 2009

i don't need someone to make me happy - i need someone to make me whole.

july 11, 2009

i'm not excited for college because, really, nothing's changing. i'm still going to live at home, i'm still going to have the same job and i'm still going to be lonely.