may 27, 2009

i'm not going to the college i want, and it has nothing to do with me.

may 26, 2009

i get very touchy when it comes the theatre.

may 24, 2009

New York was everything i thought it'd be. i can't wait to go again.

may 21, 2009

still lonely.

may 20, 2009

my year is picking up :)

may 18, 2009

today, i did absolutely nothing :)

may 17, 2009

there are so many things that the economy need not waste money on.

may 16, 2009

i really want this feeling to go away.

may 15, 2009

no matter who i meet or talk to or hang out with, i feel lonely.

may 14, 2009

i have a tendancy to care strongly about the warefell of people who i hardly know.

may 13, 2009

it's something to think about.

may 12, 2009

monotonous.

may 11, 2009

i feel like i can't change anything.

may 10, 2009

i feel like changing everything...

may 7, 2009

i've found my inspiration for video-making :) you'll see plenty of new ones soon.

may 6, 2009

i think i'm getting better at photographing inanimate objects.

may 5, 2009

lonely / karma

may 4, 2009

balance.

may 3, 2009

sure i'm good at a lot of things, but there's nothing i'm great at.
and i'm never satisfied with what i already have. always more.

may 2, 2009

i really, really hate having a job. i miss weekends when i had no obligations and everything was spontaneous, but no. now it's "well, i have to see if i'm working or not. so...maybe?" i'm so sick of it. the money i get never even goes to anything important. it's just for stupid things like fast food and impulse-buys.

infomercials are ridiculous and i'm in a terrible mood.