may 31, 2009

tomorrow begins the count-down to the end of my high school career.

may 30, 2009

senior year is really coming to an end...

may 29, 2009

i'm finally getting excited about graduation.

may 28, 2009

show went well :)

may 27, 2009

i'm not going to the college i want, and it has nothing to do with me.

may 26, 2009

i get very touchy when it comes the theatre.

may 24, 2009

New York was everything i thought it'd be. i can't wait to go again.

may 21, 2009

still lonely.

may 20, 2009

my year is picking up :)

may 18, 2009

today, i did absolutely nothing :)

may 17, 2009

there are so many things that the economy need not waste money on.

may 16, 2009

i really want this feeling to go away.

may 15, 2009

no matter who i meet or talk to or hang out with, i feel lonely.

may 14, 2009

i have a tendancy to care strongly about the warefell of people who i hardly know.

may 13, 2009

it's something to think about.

may 12, 2009

monotonous.

may 11, 2009

i feel like i can't change anything.

may 10, 2009

i feel like changing everything...

may 7, 2009

i've found my inspiration for video-making :) you'll see plenty of new ones soon.

may 6, 2009

i think i'm getting better at photographing inanimate objects.

may 5, 2009

lonely / karma

may 4, 2009

balance.

may 3, 2009

sure i'm good at a lot of things, but there's nothing i'm great at.
and i'm never satisfied with what i already have. always more.

may 2, 2009

i really, really hate having a job. i miss weekends when i had no obligations and everything was spontaneous, but no. now it's "well, i have to see if i'm working or not. so...maybe?" i'm so sick of it. the money i get never even goes to anything important. it's just for stupid things like fast food and impulse-buys.

infomercials are ridiculous and i'm in a terrible mood.