april 30, 2009

we must be strong.

april 29, 2009

weird to think that it was a year ago; doesn't feel like it.

april 28, 2009

i'm so sick of masterclasses.

april 27, 2009

rest & relaxation & masterclass reflections.

april 25, 2009

i am so tired.

april 24, 2009

i'm anxious to start :)

april 23, 2009

"i will defy the odds."

april 22, 2009

i will prove every one of you stupid assholes wrong.

april 21, 2009

i'm letting you come to me.

april 19, 2009

school sounds so unpleasant.

april 18, 2009

i guess i messed up.

april 16, 2009

i'm scared.

april 15, 2009

i think, therefore i know nothing.

april 14, 2009

i need to stop and gather and think.

april 13, 2009

the only thing that sounds nice right now is going to his house and sitting on his couch and watching movies.

april 12, 2009

nothing happened today.

april 11, 2009

my father is a selfish asshole.

april 10, 2009

so, so easy.

april 9, 2009

part of me is highly frustrated that just as something good finally comes into my life, i learn that it will soon be taken away. however, the other part of me has no fears of us not making it work. i just can't believe how attached to you i already feel - like it's been longer than just 3 days.

april 8, 2009

determination.

april 7, 2009

this is so different for me, and i love it.

april 6, 2009

there was only one thing that made today worth it and it wasn't as nice as it could've been because i second-guess myself constantly.

april 5, 2009

the best things always manage to find you when you're not really looking.

april 4, 2009

i don't write in cursive. ever.