february 28, 2009

it's a cruel cycle.

february 26, 2009

i have grown so much.

february 25, 2009

"it takes no time to fall in love, but it takes you years to know what love is."

february 22, 2009

i find it ironic that my favorite toy when i was young was rocky the raccoon.

february 21, 2009

i don't want to go to prom alone.

february 19, 2009

dear world,

my name is shelby leigh bowen;
my nicknames are shelbster and DiSK0,
both of which were given to me by my best friends.
in the past 9 months, someone came into my life
and turned it completely upside down.
she brought about the best 4 months of my life,
and the worst 3 months i've ever faced.
however, in these last 2 months,
i've come to one simple conclusion:

despite everything negative that has happened,
i love my friends, i love my life and i love myself.

sincerely,
shelby.

P.S. you can throw whatever you want my way; i'm invincible.

february 18, 2009

right now, nothing is bothering me. i am completely content. at this moment, everything is perfect.

february 17, 2009

i have never been that nervous before a show, and i wasn't even on stage.

february 16, 2009

so, we're okay?
______________

it's your choice, and i have no reason to be angry. i know that. the only thing that bothers is that every friend i have that ever made the same promise to themselves, has also broken it. will i do the same?

february 15, 2009

just once...i'd like to have a valentine. it's another one of those stupid little things that sounds nice.

february 14, 2009

daisies.

february 13, 2009

i faltered.

february 12, 2009

i'm okay.

february 11, 2009

sometimes, i feel like i'm supposed to be okay with being forgotten.

february 10, 2009

every mushygushy thing you say about her that you didn't say about me makes me a little more jealous, but i've got some nerves of steeeeel.

february 9, 2009

i take my music seriously.

february 8, 2009

people never think of phases as phases until they are passed them.

february 7, 2008

busy days leave me tired, but feeling more...fulfilled.

february 6, 2009

today gets an "E".

february 5, 2009

i found that journal entry i wrote about the first night i stayed at your house. i read it, andi didn't cry. surprising.

february 4, 2009

"A Moon for the Misbegotten" is one of my new favorite plays.

february 3, 2009

i want to grow my hair out to my shoulders and loose the short layers.

february 2, 2009

i need someone to fill this void.

february 1, 2009

i want to end the curiousity.