september 29, 2008

my goal is six; just two more months to go. we can do it. i love you <3

september 27, 2008

i hate walking away from you.

september 25, 2008

thinking too much gets me into trouble.

september 23, 2008

you talk to me about other's all the time, and it makes me wonder...do you talk about me like that?

september 22, 2008

our boundaries have been completely removed. we've been given complete artistic freedom. this will be 100% ours'. no one else will ever have anything like this. this will expose us for all that we are.

i couldn't be more excited to start on senior production.

september 19, 2008

i hate this distance. i see you everyday, but i still feel so far away from you. we're never alone together for more than 5 seconds and it's really starting to get to me.

september 18, 2008

from this point on, i will graciously accept every role i'm given. i don't just mean in theatre, i mean in life as a whole.

september 16, 2008

i don't believe that the better person is always the more experienced person.

september 15, 2008

i cannot wait to get out of my house and do things on my own, but i always have this feeling in the back of my mind that i'm going to fail.

september 13, 2008

yesterday, i realized that i'm afraid of horses.

september 8, 2008

it seriously bewilders me that my father, the man i say i have so many issues with...treated my coming out calmly. and maturely. and he talked to me like a clam, mature adult.

the minute he said "you're my daughter. i love you, regardless." i broke into tears.

september 7, 2008

i want to see you. i want to feel you. i want to hear you. i want you, here. always.

september 4, 2008

it really does bother me that i don't do this daily, like i used to.

september 3, 2008

i will do anything for my art.
i am stubborn. i am ambious. i am strong.

september 1, 2008

lately, any kind of eating makes me nauseous.